His world was falling apart, his life... a total invisible chaos... He was struggling to find himself. Even if he wanted to, he wasn't able to overcome his own pains. How could he take care of anyone else's emotional condition?
He then met her, and he hoped she could help him heal his own wounds. She seemed happy, grounded and fulfilled, but she was also invisibly starving. Starving for attention, affection, love or simply for a pure soul connection.
As she became obsessed to fulfilling her own needs, she failed to see he wasn't capable of providing her with what she was desperately craving for.
And then she suffered. And blamed him for it. And wanted to revenge and hurt him, hoping the pain will go away.She eventually did. But the pain remained.
She is now trying to burry it. Without acknowledging that the pain is the result of her own incapacity to accept that he was not what she wanted him to be. He just couldn't, even if he wanted to. That's all he's guilty for...
And she hates him for it!
I cried because I didn't have shoes, then I saw a kid without legs. Peace be upon you. :)
ReplyDeleteI guess I'm just sharing my thoughts, part of my expression. And leave it up to the universe to bring along people who resonate with it. If anyone makes any sense of my thoughts or helps them reach certain personal realization, then I feel fulfilled. And perhaps a bit more "understood" :) peace and light across your path!
DeleteIt´s nice to find that oneself is not alone sharing thoughts, life is usually made of dreams which came true. Keep writing, keep dreaming.
DeleteYou have very deep thoughts as every person in the World, you write about them wishing somebody take over, somebody understand them at least, what make you special. Never change.
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